belushy

11:32 pm: Wow!
I just finished watching this amazing video,
http://yuvutu.com/modules.php?name=Video&op=view&video_id=109344
The “amateurlovemoneys” have 6 really nice videos out on yovutu.com but I must say my favorite is “CumBath and Bodyworks”. They really know how to make love in a beautiful way. Let me know what you think. I personally think this is the most beautiful sex video I have ever seen, and I love her small breasts!!!

By the way, tomorrow is my 18th wedding anniversary… maybe I will get laid?

07:27 pm: Never, Never, Never...
I learned something today that I will not soon forget…

I love hot peppers! Tonight for supper I cut up a Banana Pepper, Jalapeño and a Habanera that I picked fresh from my garden. I cut the Habanera VERY VERY thin so not to make my enchiladas uneatable. I was very careful to get the juices only on the one had so I would have a “clean hand. Supper was great! There was just the right amount of spice.

OK, here is where the education starts:

I logged onto my computer to watch a few of porn videos of the beautiful SuaNoi http://www.suanoi.com/index.php?option=com_magazine&Itemid=1 I was feeling playful, so I slip my hand into my pans and pulled off an ounce of nectar. As I was whipping off my cock, I used the hand with pepper juice on it.

NOTE TO SELF:
Never,
Never,
Never, do that again!

WOOOOOW, it really lit up! Thankfully the pain has started to subside. Can you imagine walking into the ER and telling the nurse “I was jacking off with Habanera Pepper juices on my hand...” This is small city and you can bet that I know at least two people in our ER.

Here is how I think the conversation would go:

Belushy: “Doctor, it hurts when I do this!”
Doctor: “Well, you need to stop doing that before you go blind!!

I’m feeling a little like a Dumb Ass!

08:55 pm: I'm really bad at posting!

Well I'm excited from my trip to Montgomery AL! Not sure what I will do with my free time yet, but I'm sure I will find something to do... I plant to take at least 2 extra days there and see the sights.

Here is the part that's a little weird; I would like to see a live private sex show. I want to watch or take photos for a couple that like to show off. I don't want to touch, but I what to be the horny observer in the room... Has anyone ever done that? I'm a good photographer.

Any suggestions?

02:45 am: I've been gone too long, sorry. It's been a busy summer! We had a GREAT vacation in Branson MO this year. The kids want to go back next year. We stayed in a two Bedroom condo with two bathrooms a full kitchen (beats the hell out of a hotel room). We were there for a week and I think I could live there.

I still hate my job, but they pay me too dam much to quit... Sales are WAY up though and I am having the best year ever in some areas. I told my secretary that I would buy her a car if she would take care of the office for one year while I work though my mid life crises. I just want to back off, way off...

I get to go to Montgomery AL for a week in Oct (YES!!). I don't know what the hell to do there for fun so if anyone has ever been there I would love your suggestions. I need to go there for a guard thing, but I plan to have a weekend for myself and I'm looking for excitement, and a little culture. I'll be going there solo. I asked my wife to go but that was a fast "no". She hates to fly!

Well that's all for now!

06:19 pm: ~~I'm horny~~
I'm horny!

I have nothing else on my mind...

Did I already mention I'm horny?

Wish I had a fix for this...

09:38 pm: Hot, Lazy day!
I came home eirly, sat down and took a 3 hour nap. Then I went a did a little yard work. I planned to go work on one of our rental houses, but didn't. It was nice to do nothing!

I'm on a diet! I'm counting calories. I hate those little calories cause they count up so fast. This is the first time I have ever thought about a diet in this way. In the past I would deprive myself food and that would make me want more food and I would lose 20lds but I would put them back on after I quit dieting.

Now I'm thinking about the diet as a buget. I have so many calories and all I need to do is spend a few more then I take in each day. Well that's the thought prosses anyway. We will see how it works...

I would love to lose 50lbs, but would be happy with 20lb that stayed off. Shit, it I lost 50lbs I would be a serious stud like back in my youth again.

11:56 pm: Not much to say!
I worked my ass of today.
Started a diet today.
Plan to got up stairs now and get my Father's Day gift from my wife!!

04:42 pm: Yesterday was HOT and muggy!
Today it's raining (all day).

But, I'm banking on get'in luck tonight!

08:38 pm: I'm going to be looking for someone to chat with at 9:30 or 10pm tonight at

belushy.lj@gamil.com

So if anyone is around and would like to talk dirty, I plan to be back!

If you don't have a GMail account it is easy to get on (it's Google's email and it's been good).

12:25 am: I've been watching fuck videos for 3 hours and now I'm going to go wake up my sweetie and get me some!

09:59 pm: I spent all weekend working on getting our last rental house ready to sell, and I'm spent. I hope to be done in two weeks - lots of painting.

We had some good sex on friday. Nothing out of the ordinary, but it was good... any sex is good!

I want to send a special "Thank you" to fuckfriend, he has some get pron clips! I enjoyed them greatly!

I also want to send out a big thanks to a new friend, vodka_tonics, she is young, funny and sexy. She will go far in life!

I've been bad at posting, but plan to get better!

07:06 pm: Been VERY busy!!!
Working a ton!
Selling a lot!
In a Great Mood!!!
Health is back!
Sex is regular!!!

What more could a guy ask for?

07:04 pm: lushy

12:10 am: Heart is still beating
I ended up in the ER last Friday with a heart beat of over 200/min. This should happen any more after the surgery I had last Fall. Anyway, my daughter ran the mile at school, and I did the last lap with her. When I got done my heart rate just wouldn't recover. It wasn't a heart attach and there was no heard damage but it hurt like a mother...

They kept me over night and I went home in the morning. Feel good now, but it looks like I will be going in for another surgery to see if they can fix it.

The real pisser is now my wife is scared to have sex with me again. That really make me mad.

06:12 pm: ~~Peace of shit~~
Fucking Honda peace of shit...

My key is stuck in the ignition and won’t come out. I'm not worried that someone will steel the car (shit I could never get that lucky), The Key will not turn all the way to off so the battery drains down.

I wish I had never see this car!!!

I bought it front a "friend" so I would save a little money on gas. My Dodge Ram get 9 MPG, so I thought I would buy this as my beater for toolin' around town in. It's a 1998 Accord with only 79000 miles so figured it would be a good car and save me some money. Well, so much for that bright idea.

Last summer I put in a new transmission, then the ball joint broke (When the ball joint brakes your front wheel falls off), now this key thing. I've spent over $3000 on repairs since last year and I bet I haven't driven it 6000 mile since I've owned it. The problem is I like driving my truck (even though it's a pig).

So, this morning I took the car to a locksmith. I stood there watching them take the entire dash and steering column apart for over two hours. I told the guy when he first looked at it that I could bring it back any time, but he said "no, I can do it right now". Well I started to get a little worried after an hour and by the 2 hour point I was pacing. They finally said they would give me a ride to work. At least I can get something done...

Well 6 hours latter they call me up. "We got the key out and everything back together. I didn't even ask how much! I'm sure it will be over $200. Well I told them I'd pick it up tomorrow. I'm hopping that it is stolen over night.

Peace of shit!
Peace of shit!
Peace of shit!
Peace of shit!
Peace of shit!

01:24 pm: ~~~ Business trippin’ ~~~
It's that time of the moth when I know I'm not going to get any lovin' I'm headed to Minneapolis Friday, Saturday, and maybe Sunday for business, so at least I won’t be missing any great sex at home!

I'm back in the groove at work and sales are going well after a slow start this year. I think it took me a while to recover form last year, which was my best ever...

I've been spending some time out on Flickr lately. I don't have any photos out there, I wish I did, but really enjoy seeing real people making love instead of some brain-dead porn stars doing meaningless and often unrealistic act (don’t get me wrong that is still fun to watch, but it is not as meaningful or sexy). It's much more interesting to see two (or more) people that love each other, have fun with their sexuality. I would love to share my wife with all of you, but as you know she is VERY camera shy and even more sexually repressed then I am. She is a great lover though, don't get me wrong!!!

I need to get ready for my trip so I better get off now.

12:51 am: Nothing new hear B===<>~~~~~
Built a play structure for the kid (now very brat in the neighborhood is going to be in our yard, shit).

Watched some porn on Porkolt.

Now it’s almost 1AM and I'm going to head home to wake up my lovely wife by eating her pussy raw!

Dam I'm horny (like that's anything new)...

08:52 pm: ~~~~~ Super Freaky Salesman ~~~~~
I'm hot, shit hot!!!

I just made a GREAT sale, the kind of sale that make the entire month. And last night I made one all most as big. I have this Love hate relationship with me job, but when I see a contractor driving around in on a muddy building site I am thankful most of my day is spent with my ass planted in a comfy chair is a clean climate controlled office. My day always tells me that "that chair's go’na kill you! You need to get out side." Oh well, can't have everything...

I think back to when I was a child and I can remember you father saying 'That Farmer down the road went to work in town and is making $1,000 a month, that's $12,000 a year. He can't even spend that much in a year!"

Now I can't meet payroll unless I make $12,000 a month. SHIT, I sound like my father!

Well, I'm going to go how and tell my wife how much money I made tonight. That always gets her horny!

12:12 am: ~~ I'm the Super Sex Freak of the World ~~
I feel like a Super Sex Freak when I'm in that saddle and I love the saddle!! But I seem to have unrealistic expectations that my wife will read my mind when it comes to sex. I want it to happen without talking about it. It wrecks the "Mood" so to speak if I need to ask. I haven't felt guilty about sex since I got married (oh, there was at one time when pocked her in the ass), but I end up feeling like I'm begging for sex when I want it more then once a week.

I read the journals of you young pretty hottie that have let me in as friends, and my dick gets hard just thinking about the pussy I missed out on, or passed up, when I was your age. Now I'm old (42), balding (thinning real - like Donald Trump), over weight (fat and happy); and my wife, who has all the same problems listed (except the hair), has little or no sex drive left after two kids. Fuck; that is depressing...

The up side is that in 20 years, you ladies will be old, fat, and have dried out pussy; of course by then my dick be dam near dead. Just kidding, your pussies will still be wet, and my dick will be held up high with a little blue pill. (have you ever wondered why they made Viagra blue…)

I'm having the best sales week I have had all year.
I worked a 16 hour day today and I probably have worked 60 hours already this week.
I had a big sale tonight and I have a ton booked to the rest of the month.
I spent time training my new guy today.
I caught up on my backlog of sales proposals.
And, I have Guard Drill this weekend!
LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!

See, a few nights as Super Sex Freak with my wife, I am back baby!!!!

"I'm the Super Sex Freak of the World!!!!!!!"

06:42 pm: ~~~ Super Sex Freaks of the world unite ~~~
I have been hating work for the last 3 months or so, but my attitude is coming around. I’ve been getting a lot more sex lately and I think that is directly connected with my job satisfaction. If I get fucked at home once and a while, I don't feel so fucked at work.

I grew up with the idea that there was something wrong with having sex. The fear and gilt that was instilled in by parents, friends, and community leaders is still here. I see some friend on Flickr who have "open" marriages and live the “swinger” life style. It would be hard for me to ever feel that much sexual freedom. It's hard for me to have a frank and open conversation about sex with my wife let alone to negotiate the rules for a sexual encounter when there are two new people in the mix, but it would be fun.

Some of the stuff you girls talk about in your journals, make you seem like Sexual Super Heroes to me! “You go Super Sex Freaks” with you motorized dildos and your sexy silk baby doll outfits, fucking groups, or having several dick at your beckon call. We mere mortals will stay back were it is safe, wishing that we could experience the amazing and limber feats of sexual exploration that we dream of.

“Look up on top of my wife it’s Super Sex Freak, licking her pussy and making her scream…”